Is freedom too heavy a burden?

              I have been put to perpetual and perennial examination, ever since i decided to question the docility and indifference of people in the name of religion,society and customs.I have been rejected and reduced to nothing more than an eccentric person,disguising disrespect in the name of liberation and rights.An atheist and feminist the most forbidden and hazardous qualities for a woman.Why do freedom happens to be one of the most expensive thing in this society? I know why ,because i triggers dissatisfaction with the present which have been conditioned to provide comfort to all those who don't want to toil under the burden of consciousness.

              Is it the fear that propagates hatred for those who dare and care to question ?Why the voices of people who dare to question are suppressed ? Why such things are tagged as effusions of a madman? Religious people are revered and are a part of the mainstream society who claim to be maintainer of righteousness in the society are often the one who fail on daily basis in sustaining values.They just go on adding to the agony ,spreading the holy terror in the name of religion and traditions. Ain't atheist better than apostates ?

             One has to brace oneself  because the path of liberating liberation is a tough one.Most probably you will have to tread the path alone. Harassment,loneliness, criticisms are the only things you can expect from people not only those who don't know you but more often from those who know you just too well,and that's why it's a tough journey.Godliness,virtues,values,logic are tailored to suit the needs of the society nothing exists on an absolute level.Freedom is too heavy a burden, and if you are riding on it keeping the reins of logic and reasons in your hand then your journey is a threat to everyone unlike you.

The artist me

Ruminations

 Tomorrow once again like always

the dawn will break

          morning will come

But will we miss that hour of awakening again
and choose another day of darkness as always?

Emotional Junkyard

Life is just a haunted junkyard,

marred by specter of emotional holocaust,

Thou weigh the feelings long lost,

And morose upon a thing that never was.......


Hatred can never be felt harder ,

if you start hating someone your's .....

Remember the castle of emotions is just a mirage .....

The Revival Of The Prime Mover

                         Since past few months i was defying the actuality of the prime mover,this agnosticism was fostered by the dint of the dearth of consciousness and contrasting principles of the god fearing society in which i reside.To me the very conception of  a competent  and conscientious god seemed inconceivable.For me my conscious was my god.Though i still believe that conscious is just a part of god in me,yet some time back it was only my conscious which i regarded as my prime mover.No doubt conscious being a virtue of god made me tread the appropriate path but there was a dearth of positive vigor in me.The world with all it's vices takes a toll on your optimism and vigor,you kind of need a persistent influx of spirituality.In my case,my conscious flunk to support itself.

                         I was experiencing a dearth of godliness and me in my constitution.I was vague,empty and occupied by negativity,god proved my "lender of the last resort".After chanting the holy verses i was at peace, tranquility engulfed me.Being a hardcore feminist i condemn religion,for they disregard women as rational beings.Yet in the conception of god as per religion i discovered my emancipation from the negativity.

                        It's  an asseveration that "Human beings are created in the image of god".That doesn't tantamount to ,that we are bound to tread life in his light.God bestowed all his virtues upon human beings,yet god never pledged that they will work axiomatically.We will tread in his light only if we are amenable to his path.God never developed any sham beliefs,they are all creations of human mind.I was being doltish to defy god existence,for god exists ,persists and fosters life and positivity in individuals ,who agree to believe.

Incontinent Human Being's

              The akratic(incontinent) man knows what he ought to do but flunks to do it,is it the weakness of will?Indubitably it is.According to Plato there is no such weakness, as per Plato's asseveration ,"if one truly knows what one should do,one cannot do anything else.Weakness follows some kind of in-cognizance.

              Aquinas remarks"It is not the knowledge of the universal but only the evaluation of the sensible,which is not so excellent,that is dragged about by passion".So an incontinent man possess the knowledge but is driven by passion.Why  knowledge about good flunks when confronted with  passion?This is the result of a weak will power.Power,money etc are all  creations of humans,yet we are enslaved by inanimate things created by ourselves.

             If you are provided with a trunk filled with weapons and you are also provided with some metal blocks/bar.The discretion is your's ,whether you want to hammer it and make a lock or make some more weapons.Good or bad there is no situation in life in which we are not provided the opportunity to choose from the two.

             

The Vacuousness Of Beliefs

                                                  

                               
     Ofttimes we are inveigled by ostentation and debauched things in life, ostentation's that are so shellack that it becomes almost insurmountable to sweep off one's feet.It's arduous to conceptualize how the primo and the most immaculate of individual knuckle under the most debauched things in the world.How would you propose to substantiate the acts of such individuals?Someone who evangelize "conscious living" yet flunks terribly to iterate with their own beliefs.The crusaders of this holy war buckle under the satanic virtues.What is the reason behind such failure?

     When ethicality is consumed ostensibly by an individual,considering his/her mind as a rut in which the world exists with all its ostentation's and which he relishes when shag,but to the world he/she is the upholder of uprightness,virtues and utmost goodness.As a result he/she is glutted with contrasting principles.It's gargantuan to perdure to such ratiocination's which are pursued to accomplish the benchmark setup by the society.For covertly the individual is still chasing anti social behaviour and ostentation's of the world.The dearth of true beliefs about goodness,virtues, avoidance of ostentation's in an individual lays  the foundations of a society that only brags about ethicality and reasonable living ,but clandestinely each individual pursues the inconsistent beliefs.Is this the reason behind the present scenario?

The Indian Obsession With Fair Skin

                                     
                       Indians in my opinion are exceptionally racists and discriminating in their conduct.We discriminate on the basis of caste,creed,status,region.Yet we are one of the capacious campaigners of non discrimination.Color bias in our country is startling,most nationals in our country are obsessed with fair skin and covet light skin.The infatuation with fair skin is discernible with the "How to become fairer" fairness creams advertisements.The companies manufacturing and marketing fairness creams in India have witnessed a consistent growth which bears the testimony to our obsession.Girls in India are especially bonked with this malady,many cosmetologists have begun to term this 'Snow White syndrome'.It's a opprobrium for a girl if she is not fair.She is  often mocked and looked down .It's really an unfortunate development in a country where most people are genetically brown-skinned – but resent their skin color. 


                  The fairness cream companies have belligerently advertised this craze.Skin color discrimination is emanating as a big social quagmire in India.As a result of this amplifying aversion for dark skin many teenagers are developing inferiority complex.It is exceedingly lamentable to deponent that when phenomenal social transformation is taking place in our country on one side,we are cultivating this obsession for fair skin and animosity for dark skin on the other.All the more disappointing to see those becoming campaigners of such malady whom a hefty population of our country regards as their role models.
                                                             
                                                         
                                                                 Shahrukh khan endorsing a men's fairness cream


                                                                               

                                                                    "Asin endorsing fairever fairness cream"

                        The fairness cream advertisers portray girls securing good jobs, securing the love of handsome men – because of using their fairness creams.This malady is not just restricted to women in India , Indian men have also developed this obsession for fair skin.

                        Are you daunted by dark skin?

            My old days:Reflections on my teenage encounters


                  I was not dark initially,but when i entered my teenage due to biological changes especially after puberty i suffered from anemia.As a result of which my skin color grew dark.Initially i didn't bother much till the time one of my aunt made me apprehend how grotesque i looked just because of my skin color.I still remember her nicknames she gave me.It started bothering me,i developed an inferiority complex and coveted light skin.Many of my peers also mocked my skin color in a concealed manner .Years passed and i recouped from my ailment,and thankfully repossessed my original skin color,but lamentably the scars of those ugly tags are still preserved in my mind.Sometimes i am petrified by the very thought that what if i had to take all those comments for my lifetime.When ruminating about my fears i think about those thousands of people in our country who are persistently facing  this humiliation and discrimination.

                  At last i would like to state that we just claim to be Indians,but India and its attributes no more  appeal to us.We are obsessed with everything alien to our country be it culture,food,language and skin color.