Wednesday, October 12, 2011

Fend off

                             
                     Refrain from individuals who look for reasons to be unhappy,It's the most healthy advice i can give you.Such individuals are never satisfied in life with whatever they have ,plus they possess a distinguished aptitude to first actuate you to absurdity ,and then making you tread the same path.


Stay sane ,stay happy
cheers :)


                    

Monday, October 10, 2011

On narcissism

                                        If you have plainly decided to live unconditionally just for yourself,better tread the world as a loner .Don't cavort with people as per your convenience.If you agree to live just for yourself then simultaneously comply with solitariness .It's not wrong to live just for one's own satisfaction,but it's terrible to deceive other's .

Tuesday, October 4, 2011

A little more of it :)

                       
      "It was never this dour to trust ......
                The pains were there before,
                But never so numb i felt ,
                The darkness seems eternal 
                Happiness  an eternal chase"
                       
          Life gets exceedingly offensive and prosaic when nothing pull off the way you desire.It becomes enormously unmanageable  to cling to positive beliefs.Beguiled and forsaken you feel..When your deceived  by those you trust the agony gets egregious,and the situation gets more heinous when you are asked to depend on your conniver.


                Life plays a dirty game,
                Swindles you in the name of faith,
               
             It's believed that you need to struggle in the times of adversity to overcome it,but why it's so that the more you struggle the faster you sink,Life traps you in the name of faith...You trust and your deceived, You muster courage and then there are ten more trails to pull you down.It's postulated that the lord tests his strongest beings the most.Sometimes i so wish that the lord should have believed at little less in my strength or else provide me a "little more it" because i feel am running out of stock now ..:) 
  
                                


                               




                                


                   
                               

Sunday, October 2, 2011

Garroter's benevolence

" How derisive it is to live life on one's garroter's benevolence ,

But when life arrange for you the worst of every little thing,

Optimism and mettle is obligated to collapse .....


You anticipate hope and life supply profusion of qualm ,

You chase liberation and life fetters you up all the more..."


Friday, September 30, 2011

Ruminations amidst crises

"Life was never this rude before

It had it's prerogative earlier also ...but never so coarse

Imperceptibly burgeon with barbed artery .

Whilst i learned just to creep."


"I conceived good over evil as the basic criterion of worthy living ,
But in the world i was offered a contrasting theory to live upon,

I shut my senses to all pervading evil,to cling to rectitude ,

But my conviction crumbles beneath chronological blows i receive "

Monday, April 11, 2011

I will not die an unlived life. I will not live in fear of falling or
catching fire. I choose to inhabit my days, to allow my living to open me, to make me less afraid, more accessible, to loosen my heart until it becomes a wing, a torch, a promise. I choose to risk my significance; to live so that which comes to me as seed goes to the next as blossom and that which comes to me as blossom, goes on as fruit.

Friday, February 4, 2011

capturing life

After being suffused with dissatisfaction for almost a week .....Today i lastly decided to extract life from my idle and dormant state.Getting up at 1'o clock in the afternoon seems bizarre ...height of inactivity .,with such competence at idleness i could even shame the parasites :P
My afternoon these days ahhhh! no work .....no play at every second thought i want to slay .... Of course myself....and more than that my idleness.......probably latter being the more sensible option of the two....

But wait today was a different narration of the same idle afternoon.....hatched life out of my idleness....I realized what i am craving for today at the moment is work,life........business like others......ironical is the fact that whatever we have in life we demand just opposite of it......:P
But isn't idleness the worst kind of complexity to be dealt with..indeed it is,so finally i clinched that if i am unable to capture life in me .......lets get it from the world..what better to sit and analyse ?
so i clicked and clicked and clicked ...captured life.....

Whatever life gifts us we always complain.....convivial is the fact that we change our definitions of life....the moment we encounter a different state......:)










Wednesday, February 2, 2011

DAWN

DAWN

To began to give promise;

To begin to appear or to expand

Genesis,inception,onset,birth,root,rise,introduction........

A dawn holds so much for us.......everyday a new opportunity to cultivate spiritually,emotionally ,earthly ......

every dawn a new promise to hold on life

to expand to grow and to shine

To recognize every Dawn as a new opportunity .....to be rooted firmly as human being.....to cultivate as a virtuous being........to grow in wisdom.........to expand ..........to support others.....to make life blossom .....:)

A dawn unfolds so much of life everyday .......

dawn ....rise.......be aware.......experience life and living :)

A clueless society

Indian gentleman had drawn the laxman rekha for the women folk since time immemorial,but ironical is the fact that they have bypassed the laxman rekha of being a sane human being themselves..... i have no intentions to nit pick and castigate the potent ....But somehow i am not convinced with the idea of a pedagogue who is ignorant of the basics of conduct .

The quintessential Indian woman bears all the virtuous qualities at par... at least this what is anticipated....But the picture is quite ugly for the disciplinarian of the weaker gender ....It's stymie and incomprehensible to understand a society standing on such weak foundation....Men in our society are allowed at large to indulge in life......yet the softer sex is denied the basic of it.....Men in our society are shameless to be precise....they can talk loud about sex,they can take a leak in public places ........they can roam around like wild beast yet can remain a potent sermonizer for the suppressed sex..

(to be continued)

Tuesday, February 1, 2011

incomprehensible obscurity

I am back....don't want to dissapoint my blog but the coarse truth.......seeking riddance from the prosaic life i am experiencing lately.....Don't know what have happened but somehow have lost the track of my life.....the ambiguity that has eclipsed my life seems eternal....god...look at me now.....certainly this is not happening......
Am scared to see myself these days.....about how i spend my days.....how could one be so careless with time and life.......??with every passing day the incertitude is escalating....i am scared to see busy people around me.....feels like a parasite......:(

certainly this is no life.......help me almighty ......

Monday, November 29, 2010

The self

Human beings are self absorbed ,by the dint of which they pose themselves in a surreal and unconvincing way.They disregard what is cardinal and in a marked degree get involved in all the vanities of world.....which cause them unquantifiable loss,and outdistance all the good..

Amidst all this the abhorrent is ever gripping the self .....By being self absorbed the self abusive in him comes to life.Like this he destroys all that he possess .The evil in him grows like a wildfire on the dry grass.He becomes self congratulatory ,self centered.......and these all are squeezing the good out of him day by day....And the terminal destiny he becomes "self contained"..

The mischievous "self" attains ne-plus-ultra stage...One should always remember that " man's life is a war against malice of men......" The self contains all "Good and Bad" ....."God and Satan"...Irony lies most of us nurture the wrong in us and become enslaved for eternity..

The only known key out of the maze is of "self assessment" and "self awareness".Love for wisdom should subjugate any other hankering of ours..One should be capable of "self deprecation when ever one tends to grow "self indulgent".Remember the "self" is vulnerable ,fragile and on top of anything else easily disconcerted.....so all i want to say is .....take care of your "SELF"....:)

Saturday, November 27, 2010

CITATIONS

I always conceptualize the prime mover to be the ace word smith of the "book of the world".....every individual is just as big as a passage in a story....but playing a defined role...the micro we play makes the macro he writes .......And personally we are not acting upon ....but citing the passage alloted to us........

Sunday, November 21, 2010

kahlil gibran quote

Seven times have I despised my soul:
The first time when I saw her being meek that she might attain height.
The second time when I saw her limping before the crippled.
The third time when she was given to choose between the hard and the easy, and she chose the easy.
The fourth time when she committed a wrong, and comforted herself that others also commit wrong.
The fifth time when she forbore for weakness, and attributed her patience to strength.
The sixth time when she despised the ugliness of a face, and knew not that it was one of her own masks.
And the seventh time when she sang a song of praise, and deemed it a virtue.
Kahlil Gibran
Sand and Foam

HIGH LOW AND IN BETWEEN

A bookshop is just a look- alike of happy hunting ground for me.......The last time i visited my divine abode my eye caught hold of a book appellation.........it made me think....i was kind of zoned out for few seconds after i read the title......"high low and in between"......i think it's the footing or the juncture with which we enter the world......

Sunday, November 7, 2010

MUDDLEMENT


It's so creepy to fear the attendance of certain individuals ........And the fear becomes all the more stymie and flaky when those set of individuals are none other than those who are accredited with the task to shepherd , look after and nurture law and order in our society.....I am unable to map out why most of the people fear our "INDIAN POLICE".....

Is it justified to paralyze without a reason.?......You don't need to strain you mind to figure out the reason behind such fear......Those set of individuals who were delegated the task of guarding the citizens are no more for the calling ......To be a part of the entire system just means to earn as much as you can ,by terrorizing ,exploiting the citizens of the country.....And i am formulating this post just because i am also possessed by this phobia...The presence of police creeps me.....

I broke in today in such a situation where i encountered this nasty phobia....And the discomposure i experienced propelled me to dash off this post .....

Saturday, August 21, 2010

Making sense of India

A perfect post after the independence day,the nonsensical Indian

Todays youth hardly bear anything Indian ...Westernization have taken a toll on Indian ness ....and more ironical is that sometime i encounter such beings who use the word Indian democracy for supporting some thing rebellious they utter.... India and its attributes are remembered only on such instances for the rest "mother nation"...can hardly count on such individuals as "nationals"....

My heart aches when i see India degenerating in such a fashion at the hands of such nonsensical nationals .......

BLESS THE NATION WITH RESPONSIBLE NATIONALS ALMIGHTY!!

Thursday, August 19, 2010

Of relationships

Relationships are so very vital for our existence,it's difficult to imagine one's life without them....but what if they get strained....you are left with no way....you can't get out...and neither you feel like remaining in it.........

Sunday, August 15, 2010

Swatantrata divas

Demystifying freedom,today is 15 august ......nothing can be more defining date for any citizen of my homeland.....for our nation was born ........"India won freedom".......yet after 64 years ......what importance this day holds......nothing more than a holiday.....i heard many working people and students lamenting the fact that independence day this year did fall on Sunday....

I am no better than the rest,i woke up at 10:30 am....to the tune of "mera rang de basanti chola" ......picked up the newspaper .......tricolor dominating the pages ....i switched on the television.....stars wishing independence day.......
i have resentment why can't people wish in hindi ....atleast for one day we can afford to use our national language....but no!

I picked up my mobile ,my inbox flooded with independence day wishes ..yet i didn't bother to reciprocate the wishes...for i found it very shallow.......my ear's catches the tune of "jana gana mana".....i don't know something did happen ....."Goose bumps" ......unknowingly i was standing still as i used to in school assembly to the same tune....
there is something about the anthem .......

Hearing it ,i feel like reading,exploring about my nation a bit.....although i have read alot about the freedom struggle.......but feel like fraternizing more.......and this made me establish that every year on independence day .......i would try to know my nation a bit ....i think everyone should....
Jai hind
Swatantrata divas ki haardik subhkanmaye

swatantrata divas

64 years ago a nation was born, India .... independent India....

Jawaharlal Nehru :a tryst with destiny

Long years ago we made a tryst with destiny, and now the time comes when we shall redeem our pledge, not wholly or in full measure, but very substantially. At the stroke of the midnight hour, when the world sleeps, India will awake to life and freedom. A moment comes, which comes but rarely in history, when we step out from the old to the new, when an age ends, and when the soul of a nation, long suppressed, finds utterance.

It is fitting that at this solemn moment we take the pledge of dedication to the service of India and her people and to the still larger cause of humanity.

At the dawn of history India started on her unending quest, and trackless centuries are filled with her striving and the grandeur of her success and her failures. Through good and ill fortune alike she has never lost sight of that quest or forgotten the ideals which gave her strength. We end today a period of ill fortune and India discovers herself again.

The achievement we celebrate today is but a step, an opening of opportunity, to the greater triumphs and achievements that await us. Are we brave enough and wise enough to grasp this opportunity and accept the challenge of the future?

Freedom and power bring responsibility. The responsibility rests upon this assembly, a sovereign body representing the sovereign people of India. Before the birth of freedom we have endured all the pains of labour and our hearts are heavy with the memory of this sorrow. Some of those pains continue even now. Nevertheless, the past is over and it is the future that beckons to us now.

That future is not one of ease or resting but of incessant striving so that we may fulfil the pledges we have so often taken and the one we shall take today. The service of India means the service of the millions who suffer. It means the ending of poverty and ignorance and disease and inequality of opportunity.

The ambition of the greatest man of our generation has been to wipe every tear from every eye. That may be beyond us, but as long as there are tears and suffering, so long our work will not be over.

And so we have to labour and to work, and work hard, to give reality to our dreams. Those dreams are for India, but they are also for the world, for all the nations and peoples are too closely knit together today for anyone of them to imagine that it can live apart.

Peace has been said to be indivisible; so is freedom, so is prosperity now, and so also is disaster in this one world that can no longer be split into isolated fragments.

To the people of India, whose representatives we are, we make an appeal to join us with faith and confidence in this great adventure. This is no time for petty and destructive criticism, no time for ill will or blaming others. We have to build the noble mansion of free India where all her children may dwell.

The appointed day has come - the day appointed by destiny - and India stands forth again, after long slumber and struggle, awake, vital, free and independent. The past clings on to us still in some measure and we have to do much before we redeem the pledges we have so often taken. Yet the turning point is past, and history begins anew for us, the history which we shall live and act and others will write about.

It is a fateful moment for us in India, for all Asia and for the world. A new star rises, the star of freedom in the east, a new hope comes into being, a vision long cherished materialises. May the star never set and that hope never be betrayed!

We rejoice in that freedom, even though clouds surround us, and many of our people are sorrow-stricken and difficult problems encompass us. But freedom brings responsibilities and burdens and we have to face them in the spirit of a free and disciplined people.

On this day our first thoughts go to the architect of this freedom, the father of our nation, who, embodying the old spirit of India, held aloft the torch of freedom and lighted up the darkness that surrounded us.

We have often been unworthy followers of his and have strayed from his message, but not only we but succeeding generations will remember this message and bear the imprint in their hearts of this great son of India, magnificent in his faith and strength and courage and humility. We shall never allow that torch of freedom to be blown out, however high the wind or stormy the tempest.

Our next thoughts must be of the unknown volunteers and soldiers of freedom who, without praise or reward, have served India even unto death.

We think also of our brothers and sisters who have been cut off from us by political boundaries and who unhappily cannot share at present in the freedom that has come. They are of us and will remain of us whatever may happen, and we shall be sharers in their good and ill fortune alike.

The future beckons to us. Whither do we go and what shall be our endeavour? To bring freedom and opportunity to the common man, to the peasants and workers of India; to fight and end poverty and ignorance and disease; to build up a prosperous, democratic and progressive nation, and to create social, economic and political institutions which will ensure justice and fullness of life to every man and woman.

We have hard work ahead. There is no resting for any one of us till we redeem our pledge in full, till we make all the people of India what destiny intended them to be.

We are citizens of a great country, on the verge of bold advance, and we have to live up to that high standard. All of us, to whatever religion we may belong, are equally the children of India with equal rights, privileges and obligations. We cannot encourage communalism or narrow-mindedness, for no nation can be great whose people are narrow in thought or in action.

To the nations and peoples of the world we send greetings and pledge ourselves to cooperate with them in furthering peace, freedom and democracy.

And to India, our much-loved motherland, the ancient, the eternal and the ever-new, we pay our reverent homage and we bind ourselves afresh to her service. Jai Hind [Victory to India].


An inspiring speech indeed,

also i would like to quote bhagat singh

It is necessary for every person who stands for progress to criticise every tenet of old beliefs. Item by item he has to challenge the efficacy of old faith. He has to analyse and understand all the details. If after rigorous reasoning, one is led to believe in any theory of philosophy, his faith is appreciated. His reasoning may be mistaken and even fallacious. But there is chance that he will be corrected because Reason is the guiding principle of his life. But belief, I should say blind belief is disastrous. It deprives a man of his understanding power and makes him reactionary.

Let us declare that the state of war does exist and shall exist so long as the Indian toiling masses and the natural resources are being exploited by a handful of parasites. They may be purely British Capitalist or mixed British and Indian or even purely Indian. They may be carrying on their insidious exploitation through mixed or even on purely Indianbureaucratic apparatus. All these things make no difference. ".....The war neither began with us nor is it going to end with our lives."


Bhagat singh and his philosophies ........I imagine the nation he dreamed of....and of all the theories regarding free india ,his vision inspired me the most......