"It was never this dour to trust ......
The pains were there before,
But never so numb i felt ,
The darkness seems eternal
Happiness an eternal chase"
Life gets exceedingly offensive and prosaic when nothing pull off the way you desire.It becomes enormously unmanageable to cling to positive beliefs.Beguiled and forsaken you feel..When your deceived by those you trust the agony gets egregious,and the situation gets more heinous when you are asked to depend on your conniver.
Life plays a dirty game,
Swindles you in the name of faith,
It's believed that you need to struggle in the times of adversity to overcome it,but why it's so that the more you struggle the faster you sink,Life traps you in the name of faith...You trust and your deceived, You muster courage and then there are ten more trails to pull you down.It's postulated that the lord tests his strongest beings the most.Sometimes i so wish that the lord should have believed at little less in my strength or else provide me a "little more it" because i feel am running out of stock now ..:)
