Feelings

I am feeling low,possibly the kind of low that had caught me on several occasions...i know its natural....But what appears quizzical to me about the feeling is.,that it grips me on occasions when its most unexpected......

A hectic day when i would hardly get time for my meals,or a day which was filled with belly laughs ..spending my whole day with friends yet when i am back on my way the feeling starts gripping me.....May be the "i" demands something which i am unable to comprehend....

This emptiness leaves me baffled.....as i mentioned it, this is not the first instance when i am feeling so.This low have gripped me previously ,the departure of the feeling is also very stymie as its arrival was .....hours of "inexplicable despondency" ..Then suddenly a mundane matter will take over it....the low will sink down but i know it persists somewhere in me...... Only to resurface in future..... in suitable seasons..